Julie
MY BLACK AWAKENING
Hi, My name is Julie and
I have read some of the stories here and I thought the
readers might like to read a story about the happenings in my husband's
and my life over the past five or six years.
First of all, I would
like to say that my husband and I were married in December of 1970 and
have had a happy marriage since then. We have a lovely daughter who is now
25 years old and lives out of state with her husband. But things have
changed considerably in the past few years.
Although I was very
faithful to my husband and he was to me, he opened my eyes to more than I
ever thought would be possible in my life. I never even thought of the
possibilities of straying from our monogamous relationship and thought my
husband of so many years was the same.
It began about five or six
years ago when, during foreplay, he started mentioning what it would be
like for me to have sex with other men. I could remember lying in bed one
particular morning and he woke me up by fingering my pussy. As he slowly
awoke me and had me moaning he was whispering in my ear that he had a
dream that night of me having sex with a black man.
Now, let me
tell you that even though I came from a family that was truly a redneck
family and despised black people for no apparent reason, I didn't feel the
same way. In fact, I'll have to admit that on more than a few occasions I
have played with my pussy and thought of a big black cock sliding deep
inside of me, but I was so dedicated to my marriage that I left these
feelings in my innermost thoughts and shunned them from my real life. Not,
because of any racial predjudices but because I was dedicated to my
marriage.
Anyhow, my husband was whispering into my ear this
particular morning about a big black man laying between my legs and
pushing his big stiff cock into me until I was stretched almost beyond my
limits. It wasn't long before he was asking me if I liked the way that big
dark piece of meat felt getting all sticky and sliding into my innermost
depths. Just vocalizing that I wanted it to be rammed into me deeper set
me off, into one of the most intense orgasms I can remember having up
until that point in time.
We never discussed the subject again
until one evening at the dinner table my husband candidly asked me if I
ever thought of having sex with William, the only black man at my work. I
told him that although I thought William was a well built and sexy man and
I thought of other women making love to him after hearing them talk, I
never thought of letting him fuck me. I think the seed was planted then
and a couple of nights later when my husband and I were having sex I asked
him in a whispering voice into his ear if he would like me to go out with
William. I could tell by his trembling that he was more than ready for me
to go out with him. When we were finished making love and we were laying
in each others arms we talked about the possibilities of me going out with
William. I told my husband that he had asked me out a couple of times but
I just laughed and in a kidding manner told him that married women just
didn't do that sort of thing. He would always tell me that he didn't want
to take me away from my husband, just take me out and have a good
time.
Well the opportunity finally presented itself about a week
later on a Wednesday afternoon, much to my encouragement and he asked me
out for that Friday night if I could get out of the house. I told my
husband that evening that William had asked me out and wanted to know what
he thought. He just looked at me and then we had a big talk. He told me
that he knew I was faithful to him and he said that fidelity is not what
he felt made me faithful. He said that although he was not interested in
going out with other women, he always thought the idea of me going out
with other men was very stimulating to him. He said that as long as I was
careful and had a good time and most important to him was that he told me
everything that happened.
The next day at work I told William that
I told my husband I was going out with the girls and would be gone most of
the evening, but if he would like to take me out instead, I would be more
than happy to be his date for the evening. I told him that he would have
to be discreet and no one would ever find out or it would never happen
again. Friday evening rolled around and I met him at a pre arranged
location. I am not going to get into the sordid details of what happened,
but we did end up having great sex that night and when I walked into my
house at 4:30am the next morning my husband was still awake.
I
held him close for a few minutes and could feel his stiff cock against my
leg. I told him that we couldn't have sex that morning because my pussy
had been used almost all night. I put his hand on my soaking panties and
kissed him and thanked him for letting me fulfill one of my lifelong
fantasies. I also told him that if he would like, I would get the lotion
and stroke his cock while I told him what had happened. Of course he
didn't take much convincing so off to bed we went.
We now have a
very exciting sex life even though I have had three black lovers since
that time and am currently 81/2 months pregnant with my second black
lover's baby even though my current lover thinks it belongs to him. My
husband never wants to participate in any of my sexual encounters but
always insists that I tell him what I did. He told me that it was just as
satisfying for him to see me sexually satisfied as it would be for him to
go out with other women. We talked to quite some lengths about us having
another child and it was very exciting going through the small steps of
stopping birth control and waiting each month to see if my seed would be
fertilized by one of my black lovers.
I know there are people that don't agree with
interracial relationships or a wife going out with other men, but unless
you have a relationship with your spouse that is based on total honesty,
we see no reason that people should not explore their
fantasies.
You only have a certain amount of time here on this
earth and we enjoy each others company as well as we enjoy sharing our
sexual venture.
Thank you,
Julie